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Name: singdy
Country: Singapore
Birthday: 5/16/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: fLirTz(tHouGh nOt aN eXpErtZ.. *laughz*).. sLaCkz.. sHoP.. gEtTiNg fAt(tHouGh i hAtE iT)
Expertise: eAt.. sLeEp.. sLaCk.. sHoP.. gEtTinG fAt & sLimMinG dWn ReaL fAsT(hEz)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/4/2002
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| my heart is tearing..
my heart is tearing...
my heart is tearing....
just let me continue writing til it bleeds
i don't wanna hear..
i don't wanna see..
yet i can't stop myself from it..
i've always try to laugh through things..
but not this time.
cos for once,
i thought i found THE ONE
but you're not.
You're just like the others
or should i say,
i'm not good enough.
or am i just like the others?
im stupid
so stupid.
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| ...there are times one would be so helpless...
there are times one would be so helpless..
that she can't resist clicking on his name on msn.
there're times one would be so helpless..
that she can't seem to find the right word to say at the right time.
there are times one would be so helpless..
that she would wake up in the middle of the night for the fear of losing "him"
there are times one would be so helpless..
that she can't seem to stop lying to herself.
there are times one would be so helpless..
that she can't stop herself from falling deeper.
and how helpless can this girl be?
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| recently..
i've trying hard to surpress my feelings, yet sometimes, i don't even understand those feelings. i tried hard. to be the perfect person, yet i know, i havent done it. going to the beach, ease those feelings. having wind blowing into my face allow me to have the illusion of having all problems blown off. i love to love, yet im afraid to show it, for i might lose it once i show it. tired of acting strong, as i have to put on a smile on my face whenever i see someone.sometimes i would think,doesn that particular prince exist? to accept a cinderella like me, for im not a princess, but a cinderella, a normal girl who is always wating for someone to save her from the black hole.
I'm just another girl who wants the most basic things in life - someone to hold my hands, walk down the beach, feel the breeze with me, with lots of laughters, silver hair, and seagulls...
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| Alrite, once again i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time. I didn't wanna update it at all as i was superb B U S Y..
Fridae was my last day in Carries. Was kinda sad cos i won't be seeing Kit Chng, Deanna and Jane that often anymore (tho i still have to go back for some events next week, the week after next, 2 weeks after next, 3 weeks after next..).. oh, A N D i won't be seeing the models too!! So goodbye models.. 
The guy holding the raindeer behind is Kit and Deanna's on the phone.. Can tell the difference in character thru this pic..
And Deanna again..
and lastly, M O D E L S (pardon me for my poor camera lady's skill)
The dog's barking again.. If im not an animal lover  , i would take a sniper and shoot it.
Anyway, since ill be free for a week, there's a lost of things i have to do before the end of the week:
- Buy bdae pressie for Chanel, Jasmine and Lizzie (which are all super belated)
- Buy xmas pressie for everyone (the list of names are in my heart)
- Buy farewell pressie for Kit, Deanna and Jane
- Read all my Accounting notes
- Get "him" a pressie for passing out BMT
- Start doing research for my shapes and compo, at least find all the pics
- Get my air tickets ready
- Get my tickets for xmas ready
- Pay for my CNY tickets
- Fix my blog (it's too cliche)
- Visit Auntie Angela
- and lastly.. Shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't take it anymore!
I'm actually going to Hong Kong in Jan wif may may chan AND lemon chicken!!!
I still remember those days when we just day dream of going somewhere together.. living together in some foreign countries.. and now we're actually doing 1 of them!! >.< I just can't wait!!
Hate it when i tell myself that im gonna do that particular thing and nvr really take action..
I need some motivation man.
And i have been extremely kay poh recently.. Reading blogs and stuff.. and i can't stand being a kay poh chi (which indeed i am a big fat one) =.=
oh..
I didn't go to the gym todae.. D A M N
and to make it up for it.. I'm gonna cycle all the way from Phillips Ave to Serangoon Central and take a detour to Serangoon Garden (and stop by Chomp Chomp and get the icy cool coconut juice!)
Salute the healthy lifestyle!
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| im so sleepy... n im bored at work~~ | | |
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